To have a true best friend is probably one of the greatest gifts life can give you, and when I say a true best friend I mean someone who can't be replaced, someone you can count on no matter what, someone that you feel like you've known your whole life. When you find that person the bond the two of you have makes you question every other connection that you've ever experienced with another person. Well my best friend is that person, I can count on her for anything. When I'm with her I feel free to be exactly who I am without judgement. I trust her with my life, she knows things that no one else knows. She gets me, like no one else on this earth, it scares me sometimes.
 I've always been very dysfunctional, at times I am awkward, crass, inconsiderate, laconic, defensive, and just overall hard to deal with for the average being. Deep down inside I have an abundance of resentment towards many people in my life, so I guess it's easier to just be angry at others than deal with my problems, therefore I just build four walls around me and shut everyone out. In reality I'm very sensitive and I most often care way more than I appear to, which you wouldn't know unless you really took the time to get close to me and I make that kinda hard sometimes. Even from the beginning she was easier to talk to than others.
 Sooner than later we began to know each other more and more, spending more time together, laughing, talking, crying (mostly me crying, Ha!),it's amazing, I Have never felt so close to any one, ever. I say things to her that I have never said to anyone else and when I talk to her it feels right, I can just be honest with her. There is only one person on this that i would do any thing at all for, and that person is her. She makes me a better person. She opens my eyes to things I have never thought about before, I see everything differently when I am with her and it's a great feeling. It's real... for once in my life it's real and I love it. Before now I could not possibly begin to understand how this feels, because you can never truly understand something that you have never been through.
 I dedicated a song to her, and I mean every word of. When that song comes on from the first note I think of her and just smile. We have made memories so far and I know there are many more to come, and I look forward to each and every day that she is in my life. With her my day becomes a little bit brighter, jokes are funnier, the intolerable becomes tolerable, and I am thankful for her and I am thankful to be where I am now.We have great times and of course some not so good times but at the end of it all I'll give all I have to offer for her, and it might sound crazy but I love her with all my heart and wouldn't trade what we have for anything.